Alright people, I am damn sleepy, hungry and thirsty now as I'm typing this now. All I can think of is Pancake, Pancake and Pancake at Denny's or IHOP. Could you please deliver it to my bed? Please please please....
My brain freezes up and can't think much. Wondering why I am still up at this hour? Jesus Christ! I am working, not partying that's for sure. Else, I would be dancing my nite away.
Back in one summer, I worked graveyard shift in Denny's. It was a great experience. Wait a minute, graveyard means cemetery...so I work at cemetery hours? No way! Imagine that going to work at 7 or 8pm until the next morning around 6am and technically I was the only one whose running the restaurant. Oh Boy, let me tell you how much I miss those days sometimes. You'll get all this drunk people coming in at 2 or 3 am after clubbing and tips you like a cheapskate... that's a frustration. Yet, all I can think of the moment on how I can manage to attend class in the morning and working another job in the weekend. I've completed 3 courses and 3 jobs that summer! Indeed a good job that I'm still proud of myself.
Today is one of the days that I need to boost up my self esteem after having a bad weekend and week. Sometimes, I would rather not to talk about the past so that they will be gone from my memory (esp now that I'm losing it easily!). I used to be comfortable in talking them out, but not this time. It's hard for me to look back at the hell road that I've walked on. I need time to get back to my reality world that I no longer own the things that I used to own. I missed it very much. I'm trying not to tear apart but it's really difficult for me. I've torn apart and no more tears to spare.
It's going to be a good good day and week (Pray for me).... till then, take care!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
Everlasting Love
11/11/11- A date to remember for couples who believes in everlasting love. They believe that with this special date their love will be inseparable. Called them suspicious, but we all want to hang on in believing that it really will hold them together. Deep inside my heart, I wish that my other half is besides me to hold me strong and walking this journey together. Yet, this is not my time yet. I am standing strong on the path to be a better me.
Recently, a new friend of mine (Mr Z) had showed me a everlasting love do exist in this reality world. He was honest and open in sharing his story just with me for the night. I am flattered and honored to have the privilege to hear his story.
It all began more than a decade ago. Z was in a dilemma between 2 girls- one that he's planning to get married to (Ms A) and the other one is the one that he loves (Ms B). He finally made the decision to marry Ms A and broke up with Ms B. But it didn't prolong that he would still be in touch with Ms B. Even on his wedding night, he still gave Ms B a call. Long story short, Z and B were in the relationship for a few years. Z did try to propose B a marriage (Yeah, he has the rights to marry up to 4 if he is able to do so), but her family insisted. So, they broke off. No emails, no sms and no calls. In the same time, A was pregnant with their 2nd child and found out the affair. Surprisingly A found out the affair and keep her silence. Yes, I'm not joking and remained cool on this. She confronted Z on this and yet no yelling nor screaming from her mouth. I really salute this woman for all that pains she had suffered from Z. At the end of the day, is it worth it to stand by her husband who had betrayed their marriage? To her, it's a everlasting love that keeps her heart and soul to Z. She even told him if he would passed on, she would not marry anyone else because he is her love. The only man she loves forever till death apart.
My heart felt so touch by this story. Z and I could not figure out why he had shared his story with me. But we both know that, things happen for a reason and we enjoy our stories and experiences. To A, I dedicate the following song to you, Everlasting Love. A jazzy version of this song by Jamie Cullum which softens up my heart on this special date.
To all of you out there, everlasting love do exist and I wish that you'll find yours soon. I hope mine will show up in no time. :)
Recently, a new friend of mine (Mr Z) had showed me a everlasting love do exist in this reality world. He was honest and open in sharing his story just with me for the night. I am flattered and honored to have the privilege to hear his story.
It all began more than a decade ago. Z was in a dilemma between 2 girls- one that he's planning to get married to (Ms A) and the other one is the one that he loves (Ms B). He finally made the decision to marry Ms A and broke up with Ms B. But it didn't prolong that he would still be in touch with Ms B. Even on his wedding night, he still gave Ms B a call. Long story short, Z and B were in the relationship for a few years. Z did try to propose B a marriage (Yeah, he has the rights to marry up to 4 if he is able to do so), but her family insisted. So, they broke off. No emails, no sms and no calls. In the same time, A was pregnant with their 2nd child and found out the affair. Surprisingly A found out the affair and keep her silence. Yes, I'm not joking and remained cool on this. She confronted Z on this and yet no yelling nor screaming from her mouth. I really salute this woman for all that pains she had suffered from Z. At the end of the day, is it worth it to stand by her husband who had betrayed their marriage? To her, it's a everlasting love that keeps her heart and soul to Z. She even told him if he would passed on, she would not marry anyone else because he is her love. The only man she loves forever till death apart.
My heart felt so touch by this story. Z and I could not figure out why he had shared his story with me. But we both know that, things happen for a reason and we enjoy our stories and experiences. To A, I dedicate the following song to you, Everlasting Love. A jazzy version of this song by Jamie Cullum which softens up my heart on this special date.
To all of you out there, everlasting love do exist and I wish that you'll find yours soon. I hope mine will show up in no time. :)
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