I don't know where and how to begin this with. I don't even know how to explain what's the feeling I am having now. A month ago, I have tender my resignation after being on the job for almost 2 years. There were so much of going on that I had a moment to think of the purpose of being alive. To God I prayed that never ever lead me to that moment of unhappiness. I am overcoming it one step at a time.
This incident lead me to ask myself how happy am I. I have let go a job that I like because I don't like to work with the reporting manager. That was so not me to leave a job without knowing how am I going to survive the month after! I don't have a choice except to be an armstrong to face all the challenges ahead.
Life should be easy and less complicated. Like the song by Avril Lavigne, Complicated.
Chill out, what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talking to me one on one
But you've become...
Somebody else 'round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this
You, you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
You promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're somethin' else
Where you are ain't where it's at
You see you're making me laugh out
When you strike your pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know you're not fooling anyone
When you've become...
I know I can't fool anyone except myself! This few days I feel lighter.... when life is not so complicated anymore.
